Crazy Week

Well life is crazy. I had my 1st anxiety attack in a very very long time. Ed came home from the hospital and I picked up his medicine. It was so overwhelming. I have since gotten the hang of it. We have been blessed by dinner angels. Every night since Ed arrived home and most nights when he was in the hospital we have received dinner. A meal train was started and dinner is covered for at least the next 2 weeks. It is very hard to take from so many people. Of course I have signed up for many meal trains and have always been happy to help out, so I know everyone is happy to do it, it just feels funny. Ed is walking around the house looking great. He gets tired very easy, which makes me know the leave of absence I took was the right thing to do.  I hope we get some answers next week. I would like for Ed to have his transplant in the spring, but since I know nothing about having a transplant I don't know if that is even possible.